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ive been replaying songs on my playlist for about 5 hours... and trying to work on my argumentative essay... my eyes are freakin dryyy... i needed some alone time so im cutting everyone off.. maybe im being too emo. lolll im being pacified by music.. it helps alot but its also messing up my concentration on my paper hehehe... my current situation of being really sensitive to harsh words might just be normal. have i been brainwashed? but im not sure if its ruining my relationship. im still in love but i need to be alone even though its always been this way maybe its the title that bugs me. im jes blabbing n going off on a little tangent but im just trying to get my thoughts into words though . i think ive been interrogated enough today so i might be taking a jog with the doggies later today. i need serious distraction from emotions and to get me back into doing my hw&whatnot. lalala...

listening to:
the fear-lily allen
i hate this part-pussycat dolls
white horse-taylor swift
gives you hell-all american rejects


"i dont know whats right or whats real anymoree and i dont know how im meant to feel anymore when do you think itll all become clear?"

hahaa..